Erratic Error A Misguided Mind  A Sickening Pattern Emerged Deep Inside  Numb Awareness Has Taken Place  Where's The Logic, I See No Trace  All Of My Visions Were Torn From Me  All Of My Trust Turned Into Disbelief  Your Smiling Face Really Makes Me Sick  If You Don't Fake It, Then What's The Trick    I Don't Know, What It Is  I Feel So Low, What Is This  Big Black Hole, Inside Me  No Willpower, Apathy    Nothing Wrong With The Picture You See  But On The Inside I'm Small And I'm Weak  I Have Become My Own Enemy  Hurting Myself Just To Feel    There's No Answer When I Question My Mind  To Restore Some Order Inside  All Confusion Is Making Me Blind  I Search For Some Logic, But None Is Found    Chaos Emerged Inside Me: Distorting The Will To Be  Life Looks Depressively Bleak: I'm Part Of The Chaotic Breed    There's No Answer When I Question My Mind  To Restore Some Order Inside  All Confusion Is Making Me Blind  I Search For Some Logic, But None Is Found    Chaos Emerged Inside Me: Distorting The Will To Be  Life Looks Depressively Bleak: I'm Part Of The Chaotic Breed  Chaos Emerged Inside Me: Distorting The Will To Be  Life Looks Depressively Bleak: I'm Part Of The Chaotic Breed