Candles lit across my bed  A thousand thoughts run through my head  Broken glass across the floor  And I can't even reach the door    I raped myself  Slow castration  Fell off the shelf (my fascination)  Inside my hell (a simulation)  Put myself in, my situation    I watch the ravens peck my eyes  but I want to watch me die.  Trapped inside my mind's frustration  a morbid kind of masturbation.    A morbid kind of masturbation...    I raped myself  Slow castration  Fell off the shelf (my fascination)  Inside my hell (a simulation)  Put myself in, my situation