Incarcerated by my fear, paranoia  I'm condemned to live a wretched life  Confinement in a sterile world isolation  Disconjunction with society  Boiling my food to exhume the parasites  Diet infectious  Water flowing through, filters for distilling  Organisms infesting  Oxygen tanks, a breathing apparatus  Perpetuates vitality  Beleaguered by repulsion of defilement  Functional disorder of the mind  Obsessive aberration of absolute purity  Neurotic compulsion  Accursed affliction  Gnawing lamentation  Deteriorating intellect  Distortion of perception  Self proclaimed diagnosis  Drastic resolution  Self prescribe a red hot slug  White knuckle pistol grip  Load the chamber, hammer cocked  Jam the barrel in my mouth  Need a reprieve from my misery  Unrelenting anxiety  All ask is one final plea  .44 caliber brain surgery... surgery  (Leads Sykes, Reilly)  Purgatorial euphorium  Banish my affliction  Lead forged entry wound, exempting me from  Melancholic psychosis  Cybernetic annihilation  Finally set me free  Released from my coma, denied death's crushing jaws  Prolonged tortured existence  Informed by physicians, an amateur lobotomy  Deprived of an autopsy  Psychotic abortion  Grey matter negated  Premeditated remedy  Procedure of extremity  Thought I had a master plan  .44 in my hand  Assassination was my goal  Polluted filthy world a loathe  Suicide with no success  Abolished my obsessiveness  Propelled the cure emphatically  Change convictions radically  Practising without a degree  .44 caliber brain surgery