I think I'll go for a walk  'Cause the whole world feels empty  Just the sound of the wind  Against my tired face  I wish I knew you were sleeping    I know I'm a little selfish  But your world seems so hollow  The concrete cracks and I hear him laugh  I wish I knew you were at home    And all this darkness makes me sad  I feel the rain hit the window  No phone to call  No car to drive  I wish I knew you were alone    And this kitchen is cold  But my coffee is still too hot to drink  But I'll try to smile  For you    I think I'll talk to her  She always makes me smile  Just the sound of her voice  When it hits my ears  I wish I could say you were guilty    And you can scream if you want  The truth is, it doesn't bother me  Maybe if you care  Or stopped the wounds you prepared.  I wish I could say this was your fault.    I'm going to sleep all day  'Cause there's no point in being awake  I get so bored, frustrated and annoyed  And my mind gets so fucking anxious    Like an orchestrated line of lies  I'll fall apart tonight  But I'll try to smile  For you.