In this dark time of creation  Paint these hours in black  These moments only I know  And curse my soul forever  To scar me for what I have done   Beyond all comprehension  Of this paradox of creation  The cries of millions pass my ears.     Everything spirals downwards  As it has always done  It's so easy to live in darkness  When it's all you've ever known  Accepting a life void of hope  They swim in a river of death  Their pitiful souls know nothing  But a sick and desparate past  It all hurts so terribly   That I can barely stand    Who wants to see me like this?  Wanting to forget myself  And the choices I have made  The damned look for a savior  And search beyond their dreams  To take existance for granted - and immortality  Lost in the twisted delusions  And impossible beliefs  Of divine intervention  To save them from themselves  A speck of dust on the surface  A single grain of sand  Remnants of a sickening existance  Swept away by my hand    Compassion once a burden  Tonight I'll let it lie  Waiting to face the morning  Knowing I watched them die.     Solo - R. Kirk  Solo - R. Daugherty  Solo - R. Johnson     Innocence forever gone  Perversion reigns in this world  Decaying parasite of life  Destined forever to infest  Do not reach for me in faith  You'll be cut off at the hand  I'm not your merciful savior  I'm here to watch you die.