[Takala]    Something what once was desired  Turned into a thrill  That should not  Ever be    Now I'm kneeling down, to ground  I'm begging for the reasons  I'm asking for comprehension  I am crying out for explanation  For all I've done  There's no answer  But my own weakness    And I'm crying now  The tears of this betrayal  Reversed to cause  So much deeper pain  Than the others  Could ever make me feel    I thought I could  Fight back the lust  But I'm too weak  The desire burns  It's much too strong  I've betrayed your trust  How could you ever forgive me  ...When I can't...    All that's happened now, to me  Just confusing, torturing  How did I end up  Like this    As I'm dying now  I hope I've paid for my deeds  I tried to fight to make things right  But for me the price was  These wounds in my soul  They won's heal