Growing cold. Am I dead I don*t know?   I*m on my own and I*m out of control   Buried inside what*s killing me   Can be so blind can you help me see   (Chorus)   Time to find   What*s in my mind   Cause I can*t see   I*ll be fine   Hold on to what*s wrong in my head   I m gone so bring me back I am dead   I try to save me and walk on   Show me now what I have done wrong   Repeat Chorus   I can*t believe what I see   I don*t why I cannot be   Just can*t take all the beatings   Never before have I looked inside to see what I am   Never again am I be crucified by the words that you*ve said   Never to have what you wanted bad. So you leave me for dead   Never to know what lies beneath it*s all in my head   Repeat Chorus