What did I do wrong    (CHORUS)(repeat)  What did I do wrong  Don't wanna live    My momma was a dope fiend but what I mean  She was mannic depressed, like the Supremes  And all my tears wiped with a cleanex  I'm on the scene and I drop dead like River Phoenix  A life I can't handle, so I drink Jack Daniels  Straight, I bought me a 38 with one shiny silver bullet  For the werewolf in me I don't pretend to be  I'm fucked up off life  I walk around with a bloody butcher knife  I wanna kill myself, but first  I think about what's worse  I vision my body take a ride in a hearse  And somebody, anybody, but nobody hears  Buried alived, pine box, and my deepest fears  I been doin' dope since I was 13  But when I close my eyes unconciously I scream    (CHROUS)    Overdose scare again, I'm doin' heroin  So been suckin' my leg like Nancy Kerragan  Heroin addict like Kurt Cobain  Needle's in your dick, 'cause your arms outta veins  The system raped me, society hates me  The man in the mirror is scared to face me  My only friend is me, but how can I pretend to be  My friend, I'm public enemy  A number one, son of a shotgun  So when I blasphamy, I bust a brain cell  Dead cells make me faint  But I can't faint no more I don't dream and never sleep walk  Uncut dope make me comotose  Growin' up with the scandalous from here to Los Angeles  What does it mean, infetamine, niggaz so envy they green  As I watch the fiends fiend, my mind screams    (CHORUS)    Your body's cold you feel numb from your addiction  Just say no's a contradiction  It seems like the whole world's high  And I'm tryin' not to fry, brain cells passin' time until I die  Suicide contemplated everything's drug related  I wish when my father got erect he woulda masturbated  Sperm concentrated now they sell it at the bank  What has life come to? Tell me whatta you think?  Crack babies be born like everyday  I sucker born every minute right around my way  What a rush when you're brain bust  All your shit got flushed down the toilet stew  What a fool  Who gives a fuck if you self-destruct  All you hoes and dreams 'cause you just a fiend  And this world ain't big enough for the both of us  Who can I trust with one slug down the bust?  And say    (CHORUS)