Im trying to forgive myself  For every slip I made  But everything reminds me them  Trying to forget the past  To put the things apart  Why don't you try to realize  I'm dying deep inside again  This time will be the last one  But you don't understand me  Now I'm trying to find my way  And realize I have to try again    Tonight I'm changing  Feeling like never felt before  I am healing myself from every wound  I am getting hidden from shadozs no more    I've tasted the fear  On my knees I've stayed for years  And now I'm learning how to get free  Learning how to be  What you will never be  Now that you see  Who I am it's yours that fear  'Cause now I'm learning how to get free  Leaning how to be  What you will never be.