Sometimes I wish that I was an angel  A fallen angel who visits your dreams  And in those dreams I'd blow you a message that says  You really want me    Sometimes I wish that I was a wrestler a Mexican wrestler  In a red vinyl mask and I might grab you and body slam you  And maybe cause physical harm  When we would land I might take pity on you  I could crack all your ribs but I cant break your heart    You will never love me  And this I cant forgive  That you will never love me  As long as I will live    Sometimes I wish that I was a beauty  A beautiful girl, the popular one  And I'd turn your head and your friends would love me  And I could afford to play hard to get  We'd go to parties and you'd show me off  Then I'd go out with your best friend    You will never love me  And this I cant forgive  And It will always bug me  As long as I will live  You will never love me  Why should I even care  It's not that your so special  You're just the cross I bear  You will never love me  You will never love me  And this I cant forgive  And it will always bug me  As long as I will live