Epigraph:  "Destiny is not a matter of chance.  It is a matter of choice.  It is not a thing to be waited for-  it is a thing to be achieved.  William Jennings Bryan"    A question fades  In the stillness of the air  I have to seek  The answer by myself  What if I don't?..  What if I quit?..  Life is a game  I'm the misfit  There is a scar  Cut deep, too far  Beyond my flesh  On through my soul  Lifetime dividing gash  Ten thousand dreams  And miles away  There's my lost yesterday  A peaceful flow  Through days... and maybe years  Among the thoughts  Of how it could have been...  If I was there  Back then again,  Was unaware  Of any pain  Day after day  It gets harder  To bear this scar  And overcome this depression bizzare  I close my eyes  And wonder why  Someone does not give up  A remedy-  The healing power  Is it really in me?..    Post Scriptum:  The idea for this song came after the tragedy that befell Jason Becker.  To the authors the way Jason treated this terrible SCAR is the clear example  of how a person, a human being DOES NOT GIVE UP in the face of earthly  misery and chooses to go on strugglingonly with the strength of his will.  This is indeed a choice to be respected. The authors would like to address  this song to those making their final choice of life and death.