Apathy this life is plain boredom  No will to live and I couldn't care the fuck less  It raped all my dreams and distorted my visions  Replaced my joy with sorrow  I'm drained on emotions no longer inspired  This life has no tomorrow    The confusion, what really happened inside my head  No solution, sometimes I wonder if we're all dead    Break me down just reap what I have sown  One last try before the final dawn  I reach down inside I take hold of myself  To leave this private hell  And when everything fails I seek trust in denial  Cause life had taught me well    Still confusion, what really happened inside my head  No solution, sometimes I wonder if we're all dead    Dehumanized, Broken  More dead than alive, I let go of this world    Fucked up inside cause the cuts are to deep  Deprived of my life I'm a negative creep  Depression had conquered the resistance inside  The pain is unreal yet I'm faking a smile    Still confusion, what really happened inside my head  No solution, sometimes I wonder if we're all dead    Dehumanized, Broken  More dead than alive, I let go of this world  Worn down - dehumanized - no more strength - broken  Unreal - more dead than alive - now - I let go of this world