i am left here my memories are haunting my every thought  i see her frail womb stripped of it's innocence  the measure of judgement i long to carry out  i feel so helpless not my will but yours God  i can hear you laughing your perspective comments  disrespecting my love, disrespecting my love, disrespecting my love  headlines read victim of rape found this morning no life in her  is this happening? is this happening? is it her? no God  your thoughts become reality your actions unbelievable  i wish i was there to help her  my love pours out for her my love pours out for her  my love pours out for her my love pours out for her  on my knees here i lay for you God build within my strength  take this cup from me God i cannot bear it  transform my hatred into your love  why must i love them because your loved them God  i embrace you (her) i embrace them  unsilence my forgiveness through the word i can clearly see  you love them as you love me why can't i see?