Everyday in boredom, it fills my mind  Endless struggle to clear the process  Crimes of frustration clear the haze  Existence is a fucking mess, morning remorse evening abandon    [chorus:]  Saying you care but your looking aside  You created what you want to hide    Morning remorse and evening abandon  Never ending cycles of love and hate  Happiness through pain and pain through regret  A thousand sun rises that I tried to create    [chorus:]  Saying you care but your looking aside  You created what you want to hide    Reckless abandon chemical hero  Looks of respect disguise fucking disgust  Feeling the sickness internal defeat  Pretending to show compassion    Living the lies that they will create  Loving is lost and so is fate  Living the lies that you will create  Loving is lost and so is your fate    [chorus:]  Saying you care but your looking aside  You created what you want to hide    Reckless abandon chemical hero  Looks of respect disguise fucking disgust  Feeling the sickness internal defeat  Pretending to show compassion