I only disappoint you  you only disappoint yrself  I know I cant control you  you know I cant control myself  Im over my head, in and out Im ahead tell me why  what are you waiting for  I dont want to know but Im already there, and again  I dont know myself  I dont want to know but Im already near the end  I have a curse because of you  I have a curse upon myself  Im going to reach and pull you  Im going to make you hate yourself  Im over my head..  (chorus..) I know I know Im not myself Im not myself Im not myself, I know I cant control you  but are you .o.k. when Im alright  (X2)..  Im over my head in and out Im ahead  Im over my head in and out in your head  Im over my head in and out Im ahead  Im over your head in and out Im ahead  I said Im over my head in and out Im a head tell my why  what are you waiting for I dont  to want to know but Im already there  and again I dont know myself  and I dont want to know, but Im already there  tell me why what are you waiting for.?.  I dont want to know but Im already dead. And again, I dont know my self  I dont want to know but Im already (x2.)..  near the end(X7.).  the end