a life of hate through trials of fate   feel dispair, beckong for the truth   suffering the fear of pain   inside of me i cannot escape     hidden feelings suffocation   mental surge excruciating   anger burst inside of me   as i live forsaken hatred      time can't heal emotional scars   brought to life by emotional wars   illusions seen through eyes of fear   trying to make this hell disappear      repeat chorus      agony appeals to me   i can't escape the pressure so i slowly fade away   sanity, tranquility   pleading for the time when my mind and soul are free   life of pain and misery   i've chosen my path i now await my fate   infinite suffering   after forever will still be me      hate in my eyes is the way ridding myself of internal decay   change is constant as i see permanent will never be   clinging tight to the end is my life an eternal sin   life i've seen now disappear drowing in a sea of fear      reality fades away     hattered life hate and dismay   anger burns inside of me   as i die   hidden feelings suffocation   mental surge excruciating   anger burst inside of me   as i live forsaken hatred