I've done all I can on my own,  I've worked my fingers to the bone,  Now as I sit here all alone,  I wonder how, I wonder how I could have shown...    ...you, you were my life,  You caused pain and strife,  You were my best friend,  You won't make ammends.    Now you're taking a vacation,  Sort of an ego trip,  You don't know where your going,  Just as long as I'm not there.    Why? Can't I please you?  Why? Did I love you?  Why? Won't you leave me?  Why? Can't I trust me?      You, you were my life,  You caused pain and strife,  You were my best friend,  You won't make ammends.    Why? Can't I please you?  Why? Did I love you?  Why? Won't you leave me?  Why? Can't I trust me?