It feels like yesterday  When I decided to turn away  Raised you to the place of God  Respected more than cleansing blood    I built my life with my own will  I became tough, conscience was still  In fever of love I did it all  Counted on you, now I shall fall    Long time I was running blind  It was up to me, I left all behind  You took my all and gave me hell  Wonderworld crushed, I was empty shell    So what I got was worse than nothing  Hurting memories, silent suffering  The shell stands tall and show goes on  But all from inside seems to be gone    Watch me God as I'm creeping back to you  I'm crying for mercy and feeling blue  Open my eyes and make me see  Bless my life and set me free    Long time I was running blind  It was up to me, I left all behind  You took my all and gave me hell  Wonderworld crushed, I was empty shell