It's hard to explain hoe I felt:   equal to no one,the boy in the back   not an easy child,not in the game   being marginalized,put aside   fukin' thugs treating me bad   (you) the bully=the first   (me) the loser=the last   you know wonder why I hate you so much   growing up as a geek,I'll have my revenge!     wimp! loser! asshole!   call me what you want!   i don't need your appreciation!   rather stay alone!     if I hate you,it's only your fault   your ignorance,your blindness made me what I am   finding a shelter in underground scum   finding comforts in my own efforts   screaming in your face that I'm different from you   and a lot of kids are screaming the same   but I still feel so alone and put aside   definetely,I'm not a "social kinda guy"!