When she was younger  Stood sarting out the door  Wating for the day  That she knew would surely come  Tied bows in her hair  Dressed as she thought you'd like  But as time  Ticked away  Promises fade one by one  And now she's all grown  Made it through on her own  Now strong enough to see  That you've beenthe way you wanna be...     (CHORUS)  No longer dying inside  I will not let you define  Everything I am by the one thing that I don't have  Cause I'm more than that  I will not be made to hide  These tears won't fall for you this time  I will not be ashamed  Of my name  Anymore...     (Verse)  Sometimes she wonders  Imagines what your like  An emptiness inside  That made you her miss her life  She is silenced  An ocean widens  Leaves the daydreams behind  Childish fantacy's unwind  And now  She knows  Your not coming home  Take the bows from her hair  Cause she's been wating 20 yrs...     (CHORUS)    Anymore, anymore  Anymore...