Drinking more Than I ever have before  I cant explain The way the rain Feels when it  Hits my skin  It's caving in   I need more medicine To kill the pain  I'm burning up I can feel the flame  Another cigarette To fill the space  Another breath I cant replace  I can ruin myself  I can see myself in Ruin  An angel cries Through the night  Waiting on An alibi  While I've got demons dancing Through the halls  Of my mind  What am I?  I'm confident I'm insecure  without gravity Ive got no control  I'm a wrecking ball And you're porcelain  See our citadel  Its crumbling    I can ruin myself  I can see myself in Ruin  I can build myself  It’s the tower thats so hard to see    It wouldn’t hurt to fall  I'm so close to the ground  It wouldn’t hurt to fall  I'm already down    It wouldn’t hurt to fall  I'm so close to the ground  It wouldn’t hurt to fall  I'm already down    It wouldn’t hurt to fall  Im so close to the ground  It wouldn’t hurt to fall  Im already down    It wouldn’t hurt to fall  I'm so close to the ground  It wouldn’t hurt to fall  I'm already down