18 years old  I'm supposed to know what I want  So much pressure at once  Finally adult  What I've been waiting for    But I don't know at all where I wanna go  Who I wanna be  What I wanna do with my life  So many questions all at the same time like  What's the reason that I'm here for?   What's life about?   Maybe when I get older I'll figure it  Figure it out    You can call me lost if you'd like  You can tell me girl that is life  Cause what is wrong can be right  Through someone else's eye  But I gotta  Make the choice on my own  Now that I am grown  Gotta move out of this childhood zone