I keep trying, I really do  Deep desire to get closer to You  Missed marks flying so far wide right  Leaving canvases of an abstract life    But I know that I'll be fine   Because I know You hear me   So I get up one more time   And it's then you start to show me     It doesn`t matter where I`ve been  It doesn`t matter what I am  The only thing is that I`m here again  And at times I feel alone  It`s those times you take me home  And I can find my peace of mind - In You alone  So tired of these wondering eyes  Rose colored glasses as my disguise  And I try to find strength inside of fear  You change what I see to what I hear