ON THE INSIDE  I KEEP IT TO MYSELF  ON THE OUTSIDE  GOT A POKER FACE FROM HELL  WELL I HAVEN'T CRIED  FOR A LONG, LONG TIME  AND I MUST ADMIT IT SCARES ME  DID I FINALLY LEARN  HOW TO DEAL WITH YOU  OR DID I SHUT DOWN  PERMANENTLY  AND MAYBE IT WAS JUST IN MY HEAD  AND EVERYTHING THAT I LEFT UNSAID  WAS A STRANGE ASSUMPTION  I COULD'VE SWORN WAS TRUE  'CAUSE I THOUGHT YOU KNEW  IF AN ACTION  DOESN'T SCREAM A THOUSAND WORDS  YOUR REACTION  IS TO DIE A THOUSAND DEATHS  AND I DRIVE AND DRIVE  WITH MY SIDE-VIEW EYE  BUT I GUESS IT JUST GOT LAZY  WE WERE SO MUCH CLOSER THAN WE APPEARED  OR MAYBE I WAS CRAZY  BUT I KNOW I'M GONNA LOSE CONTROL  AND I MIGHT BEG YOU TO SAVE MY SOUL  FROM MY OWN REFLECTION  I NEVER COULD SEE THROUGH  'CAUSE I THOUGHT YOU KNEW  I THOUGHT YOU KNEW