Am I content? yes I am, am I content? no, that's not my true self  I was imagening it, can we only live like this?  You can't handle the loss of your soul, so anybody is just fine for you  Trying to get away through your lust  Don't leave me alone, don't kill me  Everything that you'll remember is your truth  It might change after some time  Is that the truth? It was your wish  Desolation, death, return to nothing  That's what you wish for, that's your reality  What is reality?  Your world, the time and space around  Where you make the decision what you see and accept  The will to live or the wish to die, it's your decision  Afraid of disappearing, 'cause there's no use for me  We are all the same, we share the same missing part  The reason why we want to become one  And so become complete  Because it's the only chance to survive?  Don't leave me, don't kill me  Do you have the right to exist? what is your true feeling?  I don't know, I guess both  Wishing the end of my anxiety  There's a boundary in your expansion  Everything you feel as yourself is a part of your existence  But still I don't know who I am...  Time flows by, the world is a line of changes  A world of freedom is a world of nothing  Your surroundings and your soul form your shape  But without the others you can't recognize your picture  There can be more than one shape for me