I am the worst addict  I suffer many thrills  That always leave   A mark in me    This highway's never ending   It bring you to your knees   But no one's love is like it is     You've got no one above you  And so they say you're free  But that's not all that bothers me    I have never said a word about it  But never stopped believing don't you know  I haven't been around for you my darling   Surely memories won't guide you home    Somewhere in this desert   I will find my peace  I don't know how long it will be    My shell just keeps on breaking   Inside i long to see  The pearl that shows you what is real  Many people gathered from side to side   But that's not all that's on my mind    I have never said a word about it  But never stopped believing don't you know  I haven't been around for you my darling   Surely memories won't guide you home