I don't know what to do today  I get so high but then it ends  Had to pick myself up again  To live the day when I'm not fine, as I'm just feeling pain  I miss the times when I had pride  I'm finding ways so I survive  Another day where it's not fair  That I should be pushed behind each of these so called friends  Fill me, everything is great  Love too, thats not what you think  Hate me, what the hell is wrong  None nothing to deserve this x2  Won't let myself out of this mess  Don't want depression to be dead  No longer will feel anything  Forget everything I was its time to start off fresh  I won't let freaks get in my way  Self bitching people that are fake  The times I spent when not awake  Made me feel like I was trapped but wake and nothings helped  Fill me, everything is great  Love too, thats not what you think  Hate me, what the hell is wrong  None nothing to deserve this  Fill me, everything is great  Love too, thats not what you think  Hate me, what the hell is wrong  None nothing to deserve this  Oath   You enslave me  I enslave you  You enslave me  I enslave myself  You enslave me  I enslave you  You enslave me  I enslave myself  Myself  Myself  Myself  Fill me, everything is great  Love too, thats not what you think  Hate me, what the hell is wrong  None nothing to deserve this x2   None nothing to do this x2  You enslave me, I enslave you  You enslave me, I enslave myself