Recently I have been stuck inside, with a clouded mind  I'm not sure I even grasp a word you say, in this daily grind  Well this is who I am, this is all I will be  You better think again about me    Come on help me with this load  I'm waiting to explode  Should I stay or should I go?  I need to grow    So please hear me now, I need someone to rely on to decide  I'm a selfish, stubborn, bastard with too much pride    Yeah, I've heard that line a million times before, I'm getting bored  I'm about to blow a fuse, this time it's me who's ignored  My mind's like dynamite, just waiting to explode  It's hard to understand this mode    Come on help me with this load  I'm waiting to explode  Should I stay or should I go?  I need to grow    So please hear me now, I need someone to rely on to decide  I'm a selfish, stubborn, bastard with too much pride  I got this problem when it comes down to choose side  Just let me go now cause we're heading to collide    So please hear me now, I need someone to rely on to decide  I'm a selfish, stubborn, bastard with too much pride  I got this problem when it comes down to choose side  Just let me go now cause we're heading to collide