Every night I lie awake thinking to myself  How my life is controlled by someone else  This is not how I want to live  Not how I want to be  Pass it off, things will change  Time will tell  I wish I could just say "farewell"  Cause that ain't happening  I'm still here acting    So take what you want and leave  Then return with no sympathy  There's no way I'll make it out alive  Don't ask questions, it's too hard to say  You've ruined every second of my life  Get off my back    Obviously, you can't take a hint  When someone wants you to shut up  and leave them be for their sense of security  There is nothing I hate more than your eyes in mine  While your mouth is running through my ears    Your eyes stunned me upon first sight  and now bury me in the ground    Fuck you.