If I had a whole heart that was pure  That could not see the hatred  Who would I be?  If my life meant something, had a purpose a reasoning  I know who Id be  Someone strong who could crush  All your lies, all the power you hold  I would show you my real strength  Then youd know, who I am, who I’ll be  And where I stand, and if it’s worth it to be with me    When I know where I stand, who will I be  And if I hold out my hand would you turn on me    As I lie in this bed, my heart is dead, and I cant find the answers  To these questions in my head  Slow to think, fast to speak, and Ill pay the price for my conceit  And lack of self control. Whos to blame  Only me. This heresy that mercilessly pins me  Oh I am my own victim. Hung to dry, left to die  I look to the sky but cant find what I seek there.  Who have I become    My fight within is a cold one    these lyrics are submitted by J Stevens