I walked around here   Searching for my insides  And all i found was my ghost  Talking gibberish  And drunken silliness  I watch as all my ashes float    Ya they float , float   Ya thay float they float     I'm watching ants now   Nothing is relaxing   And coping 's not so far away   Blistered eyes wide   Big oceans cover them   It's hard to cope when no one's there     No one's there , there  No one's there , there    Everywhere i turn   I find games played with your mind  So get down on your knees  And come thank me please   Thank me please     The thought came in my head   As the eight ball dropped   And the other one's fled  Kick when he's down  So if he drops he'll never get up again    Up again , again  Up again , again