everything started in 1993  when i met a girl that lived in a place near me  she was so nice we began to stay together  i tought we'd be happy forever  but she took my money and smashed my life  and it was not easy, no it was so hard  despite all those things i loved her  but i found i'm not the only one    i don't know what to think  just because the motherfucker is in love  with my friends and also with me    how would i feel with such stupid thing?  she is so rude not feeling sorry for me  even smashing me up i thought she loved me so  rage will develope up and i will learn  that i can never trust people nowadays  they just think of power, money and their dirty own ways  i never thought of her doing that  now i'm so confused lonely and bored my life is sad