My soul is tired like the evening sun  It is night and the moon is full  In this place alone I am  Hoping to see behind the dawn  In this dark and long winter of torment  I'm passing through  In sadness I well dwell  Hoping to see any light to fade away  Haunted by dreams dressed in black  Embraced within them and in their loneliness    Searching for serenity  Within my deepest inner soul  When pleasure is found  Ecstatic will I be  And no more will I hold this  Overwhelming sadness  I long for scarlet days  of pleasure and delight despite that being  so inspid and unreal in this gloomy future  that is approaching so fast  I will have to resignate myself to this  And stand embraced (in solitude)    ...and surrounded by loneliness  And void feelings so lost until the day  When maybe all will understand