I have this feeling inside me that i've always tried to hide   this feeling has never ended, didn't ever subside   i realized that keeping it would only cause me pain   so i tried to forget about it but the feeling only remained     tell me will i ever survive   stop my tears and keep it inside   holding back myself from being close to you     here i am all alone so lost and full of confusion   not knowing how to help myself arrive at a decision   i can't get you out of my mind     i don't know what to do   it's this feeling that's ever growing   it's this feeling i feel for you....     tell me will i ever survive   stop my tears and keep it inside   holding back myself from being close to you....     Will i ever wake up from this dream   I'm going through