She didn't want to know my inner bowels  Didn't want to hear those late night growls  I could have been one of a million monks  Straying from the discipline, drawn to the junk  It's hard for a girl who's so well bred  To go without heat that underfed  Dreaming of the fields beyond these walls  But loving nothing in this world but these walls  I was mistakenly left unleashed  Wandering aimless, no I could not keep  Lonely for the sound of my one true soul  And eager to escape my only warm coals  Excitement is and 'tis of thee  Now I salute the power me  Because I'm only strong and strong is wrong to you  Threatened by the things that you never.. (radio static interrupts)  Biting so quick from the mother's beak  Never seemed to know it was my turn to speak  Lifetime suppressed but I'll wait my turn  Hear the word 'revenge' and I start to burn  Never knew a joke as funny as this  Know it was my fault that I did not grow  I think I should be blamed that I did not know to grow    sample -  (You think it's a blessing to know what God wants?  I'll tell you what he wants  He wants to push me over)