Didn’t really know what I was looking for  But I knew I was something I needed  A thing that I wanted to possess  Thought I found it for a moment  Not The right feeling in my head    Then I stopped, big whole blank  I was alone  Then I stopped big whole blank  The obsession ceased, cleared my mind    She appeared in my life  Was O.K. for a while  Started to miss her every time she walked away    Made me realised that love can be found  When it only exist  Some are laughing at me now  But those don’t and never will  Know what I feel, and that’s the worst thing ever