time stands still only and 4 a moment i can breath again   time stands still just long enough to see ur face this hole in my heart is  too  big 4 some1 to replace  as time stands still and ur voice it echos the shit u wantd to say but i  never gave u the time to make ur mind and im really sorry 4 that   please oh please wont u please o please take me back.    and for the first time 2day i chose life over deth but that wont be the   last time ill have that decision 2 make and i no that even tho we  fought u always stopd and thought b4 u said anything u realy   didnt mean    time stands still only and 4 a moment i can breath again   time stands still just long enough to see ur face this hole in my heart is  too  big 4 some1 to replace  as time stands still and ur voice it echos the shit u wantd to say but i  never gave u the time to make ur mind and im really sorry 4 that   please oh please wont u please o please take me back.    and everyday for the last 18 months ive wanted to pull the trigger  but i was 2 scared, scared of all the things id b leaving behind  and i no that even tho we  fought u always stopd and thought b4 u said anything we know u realy   didnt mean    time stands still only and 4 a moment i can breath again   time stands still just long enough to see ur face this hole in my heart is  too  big 4 some1 to replace  as time stands still and ur voice it echos the shit u wantd to say but i  never gave u the time to make ur mind and im really sorry 4 that   please oh please wont u please o please take me back.    and i guess tomorrow will be the same ordaniry day. ill make the  same ordaniry choises hear the same ordaniry voices and ill take the  same goddamn percations  but i know that i would instigate we would argue u'd complain ive   always loved u i never could hate u. r love was forbidden emotions  were hidden and now its time 4 me to let go of u 4ever and after  u 4give i 4get but dont let r love effect u in all the things that u do  for ever and after