Lets just say i was really in touch with my pain  don't think i ever felt such emptiness  lets just say i was lucky i didn't go insane  with all the shit i had buried in my head    somehow i just crawl back, crawl back, crawl back, crawl back, crawl back, crawl back    well you say that i never ever let you in, i just keep everything all to myself  well i swear i'll never ever hurt you again, i won't fuck this up but if i do...    then i'll just crawl back, crawl back, crawl back, crawl back, crawl back    with my insincerity and my insecurity