Just when I thought  That my truth erased confusion  That’s when I asked myself  What's real and what's illusion  I can't believe that when I close my eyes  All I want will come to me so  I’m gonna look inside myself  And see what I don’t want to see  I don’t know how things should be  I don’t know what you want from me  I can’t justify what you can’t see  Cause you can’t see inside of me  And I don’t want identity  All I want’s consistency  Just when I thought  That my truth erased confusion  That’s when I asked myself  What's real and what's illusion  They said life’s a game  All full of chutes and ladders  Then it's not if I win  But how I play that matters right  I don’t know how this should be  I don’t know what you want from me  I can’t justify what you can’t see  Cause you can’t see inside of me  And I don’t want identity  All I want’s consistency  Open my eyes for the first time  And make my own decisions  Start feeling all I see  And feel emotion revision  And all above I just need some time  Between me and my heart  Between me and my mind  Some time to get things straight  Before I close my eyes and sead my fate