I am now layin on my deathbed  Cold and weak and full of pain  My skin is wrinkled and I'm searching  for a reason to not pass away    I have been sick for a long time  The cancer has taken my soul  I lay alone in a dark room  Wait every day to be fetched by death    In silence I'm lying  Deathwish burning strong  I just wanna sleep forever  I'm to weak to take my life    I am now dreaming that I'm dying  My soul is free from all the pain  I am now crying, crying in happiness  But I wake up to reality again    I hate this life that I'm living  People surrounds me to take goodbye  I can feel it this is my last time  I close my eyes and smile to my death