There's sometimes I don't go outside, cause its a mission all its own  I'm afraid to see those other sights and those sights I've seen before  The moments lost, another will arrive  I guess that we will never know  Whatever words were spoken late last night, I can't remember anymore  January nights  We can't burn this constant flame  We can't afford the shame, no feel the heartbreak of desire  You don't understand anymore  January nights  We can't burn this constant flame  We can't afford the shame  No heartbreak of desire you don't understand your games you can't avoid the blame  Wide-awake and soaked in sweat late last night couldn't have well enough alone  I dreamed, I dreamed I was running with a knife  And I kept running, running on understand its part of me