Here I am on a brand new day   Even though I pray things still don't change   Even though I'd like to I can't stay   Like I say better bend than break   I don't wanna walk that walk   The less you think the more you talk   You say that everything is fine, not this time      I'll never know    All the things I wanted to   I'll never see   All the good times ahead of me      Intelligence is a disease   thinking to much to be happy   You are how God made you first   And often times a great deal worse   But thats the nature of man    Where common sense is so uncommon   You say everything is fine      Had a wonderful time but this wasn't it   And I admit I feel pain from every word that I spit   I'll deal with it, know what maybe I won't   It's hard to deal with things that have you by the throat   I just don't understand what is the master plan    All i got was fists looking for a helping hand   So you stand and you watch as a man pays the cost    As you think to yourself "Thank God I Ain't Him"   But I am guess what, it could happen to you    I hope you never have to find out these lyrics are true   If you do just realize that your life isn't through   Eventhough the bad times far outway the good   When did I realize lifes a seris of moments   And then I realized all my moments seemed hopeless   I got hurt everytime that I left my heart open   So I decided to lay down in my coffin and close it