I'm feeling mean today  Not lost, not blown away  Just irritated and quite hated  Self control breaks down  Why's everything so tame?  I Like my life insane  I'm fabricating and debating  Who I'm gonna kick around    Right now  Can't find a way  To get across the hate  When I see you    Right now  I feel it scratch inside  I want to slash and beat you    Right now  I rip apart the things inside  That excite you    Right now  I can't control myself  I fucking hate you    I'm feeling cold today  Not hurt just Fucked away  I'm devastated and frustrated  God I feel so bound  So why'd I feel the need?  I think it's time to bleed  I'm gonna cut myself  and watch the blood hit the ground    Right now  Can't find a way  To get across the hate  When I see you    Right now  I feel it scratch inside  I want to slash and beat you    Right now  I rip apart the things inside  That excite you    Right now  I can't control myself  I fucking hate you    You open your mouth again  I swear I'm gonna break it  You open your mouth again,  My God I cannot take it    Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up  Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up  Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!  Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!  Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!  Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!    Right now  Can't find a way  To get across the hate  When I see you    Right now  I feel it scratch inside  I want to slash and beat you    Right now  I rip apart the things inside  That excite you    Right now  I can't control myself  I fucking hate you    I fucking hate you [x4]  I fucking hate you (Shut up!) [x3]    Shut up!