I wake in the morning  Tired of sleeping  Get in the shower  And my make my bed alone  I put on my make up  Talk into the mirror  Ready for a new day, Without you  And I walk steady on my feet  I talk my voice obeys me    I go out at night  Sleep without the lights  And I do all of the things I have to  Keeping you on my mind  But when I think I'll be alright  I am always wrong cause    My hands  Don't wanna start again  My hands  No they don't wanna understand  My hands  They just shake it try to break whatever piece I may find  My hands  They only agree to hold  Your hands  And they don't wanna be without  Your hands  And they will not let me go  No they will not let me go    I talk about you now  And I do without crying  I go out with my friends now  I stay home all alone  And I don't see you everywhere  And I can say your name easily  I laugh bit louder  Without you    And I see diferent shades now  And I, I'm almost never afraid now  But when I think I'll be ok  I am always wrong cause    My hands  Don't wanna start again  My hands  No they don't wanna understand  My hands  They just shake it try to break whatever piece I may find  My hands  They only agree to hold  Your hands  No they don't wanna be without  Your hands  And they will not let me go  No they will not let me go    Sometimes I wait  I see them reaching out for you  Quietly break  Whatever sheilds I spent so long building up  I cannot fake  Cause when they cry I'm almost broken... ?...   They miss holding my baby    My hands, My hands    No they don't wanna understand  They just shake it try to break whatever piece I may find    My hands  Your hands  They don't wanna be with us?  And they will not let me go  No they will not let me go    these lyrics are submitted by Shir Lynn