I don't even know if he still thinks of me  Once he got on board that unforgiving train  I imagine that he whiled away the time  Through that cold grey morning and the city rain  Thinking of somebody else who'll run to him  Who'll ask him "did you miss me?", "maybe now and then"  Laughing he'll say well, he "met this funny girl"  But "just a summer think" he won't see her again  Oh, God! I hope I'm wrong but I'm not feeling very strong  I've been so up and down, so sad, so happy, feeling good and bad  I'm young, I'm old, I laugh, I cry  I tell the truth, but that's a lie  I've been so in and out, so wild, so well behaved, so pure defiled  Oh, solitudine! That word I hate to say  And no, I was not crazy to do what we did  I even wish I'd been a bit more crazy still  And kept a little more of him to see my through  He loved me all he could, I never had my fill  And then I'm back inside my room, he knows so well  I fell again the way he moved I take it slow  I talk to him and he becomes part of me  And then I know he'll never let the summer go  Oh, God! I hope I'm right I won't give in without a fight  And I can take the words they throw at me  For none of them could know that we had something  Very few will ever find their whole life through  I wouldn't change a single day  Although the price I have to pay is solitudine  The loneliness is tearing me apart, it tears me up  It pulls me down and then it wraps around my heart  Does he remember all he said to me?