Songwriters: Hill, Lauryn; Newton, Tejunold; Pugh, Rasheem; Nobles, Vada; Newton, Johari; Rogers, D J;Now I don't, I used to  Love him, now I don't, now I don't    As I look at what I've done, the type of life that I've lived  How many things I pray the Father will forgive  One situation involved a young man  He was the ocean and I was the sand  He stole my heart like a thief in the night  Dulled my senses and blurred my sight    And I used to love him but now I don't  I used to love him but now I don't    I chose the road of passion and pain  Sacrificed too much and waited in vain  Gave up my power, ceased being queen  Addicted to love like the drug of, drug of a fiend  See, torn and confused, wasted and used  Reached the crossroad, which path would I choose?    Stuck and frustrated I waited, debated  For somethin' to happen that just wasn't fated  Thought what I wanted was somethin' I needed  When Momma said no, then I just should have heeded  Misled, I bled till the poison was gone  And out of the darkness arrived the sweet dawn    I used to love him, but now I don't  I used to love him, yeah yeah yeah, but now I don't    Father, you saved me and you showed me that life  Was much more than being some foolish man's wife  Showed me that love was respect and devotion  Greater than planets and deeper than any ocean  See, my soul was weary, but now it's replenished  Content because that part of my life is finished    I see him sometimes and the look in his eye  Is one of a man who's lost treasures untold  But my heart is guilty, I took back my soul  And totally let my Creator control  The life which was his  The life which was his, to begin with    Now I don't, I used to  Love him, now I don't  Now I don't, I used to  Love him, now I don't    Now I don't, I used to  Love him, now I don't  Now I don't, I used to  Love him, now I don't, now I don't    I used to love him but now I don't  I used to love him, yeah yeah yeah, but now I don't  I used to love him but now I don't      © OBVERSE CREATION MUSIC; SONY/ATV TUNES LLC;    these lyrics are last corrected by Jasmyn Helmick