You faced a tragedy    You changed the course of me    I had the right to speak    But you took that right away    When you took you away       I know the choice wasn't easy    But I don't know what it took to choose    And I know that you'll never believe me    But I know that we would have chosen you       Was he ever deserving    Of the figure that we lived without    Did he just turn out to be ugly    Or were you living with all your doubts       And to this day    I wonder what you were thinking    And I still wonder where did you go    I still don't know    How you came to leave us that day    Left us behind you but not alone       With one another but without you    Make the best that's all we can do       I hold nothing against you    I just feel we deserved a chance    There's so many questions I want to ask    So many holes to fill in our past