I never thought I'd get away   All there is fading fast today   Maybe you sleep well in your head   Bring on the night, let the cold moon burn instead   Cause I'm gonna find my way to the sun   If I destroy myself      Swallowing habits die real hard   And the coat she wore could not conceal the scars   Beneath the magic of her lace   Are a thousand lonely faces she can't place      Cause I'm gonna find my way to the sun   If I destroy myself, I can shine on   I'm gonna find my way to the sun   When I destroy myself, I can shine on   Shine, shine, shine      Sooner or later, masturbate or lose   Stationary west way, running from you   And true to self destructive veins   We have found a way to keep the gifts that maims      Cause I'm gonna find my way to the sun   If I destroy myself, I can move on   I'm gonna find my way (find my way) to the sun   If I destroy myself, I can shine on   Shine      I'm gonna find my way to the sun   If I destroy myself, I can shine on   Shine, shine, shine, shine