Sometimes in a corner of my mind  I know it wasn’t this way  Flashing bright, just colour and light  And happy people there  Then it disappears in a haze  They told me   Don’t loose reality  Your grip is slipping away  I tried and tried   As I turned inside out  To stop from sinking there  And now   I'm left with nothing to say     This didn’t happen to me   It’s a mistake can’t you see  It’s everything that I feared  I’m not supposed to be here  This didn’t happen to me     White halls and softly padded walls  No one's   hurting me now  I feel inside that I can hide forever  Here in silent fear   Of a man whose life was fucked up somehow    Now I know they think I’m crazy  Or maybe just dumb on lazy  They don’t know it’s all a show  And I’m the one who'll smile at the end  Cos no one knows this but me    This didn’t happen to me   It’s a mistake can’t you see  It’s everything that I feared  I’m not supposed to be here  This didn’t happen to me  It didn’t happen to me