Point break, hope lost  I don't know what I've done to deserve this, I'm nerveless  And all I've ever wanted, is just to understand, why this disease   infects me and why I can't live the life you all have    Pick me up, pick me up whoa oh  It's no suprise this has come back to haunt me  So hold me up while its pulling me down  but with my eyes shut, it opens my world  There's much more life to live, and much more love to give, its the   beating in my chest that keeps my head from giving up, cause what I've   started, I have to see    Point break, hope lost, all immunity is gone and unworthy, it hurts me  And if I didn't feel so insecure I might scream out for help    Please tell me everything will go away with this pill that I take whole,   to fill this hole  I wish it was that simple but I guess I can do as I've been told and   dig this hole